Thursday, June 6, 2013

June 6 – “Houston Firefighter memorial service – June 5, 2013”


The memorial service honoring four Houston fire fighters who died in the line of duty was yesterday.  Matthew Renaud, Robert Bebee, Robert Garner, and Ann Sullivan.  I was among the privileged ones who had the opportunity to attend and represent Galveston Fire and Rescue, along with fire fighters Andy Jeffries, J.R. Fearington, Rudy Perales, Jimmy Yancey, and Joe Eureste.  Galveston’s honor guard was already involved.  They were standing guard at the various funeral homes so the Houston honor guard could attend the ceremony.  Others were working shifts in Houston so those fire fighters could attend as well.

My alarm went off at 3 a.m.  I arrived at the station by 4 to leave at 4:15.  When I got to station 1 the flag was at half-mast.  Guys started arriving both for shift and for the ride to Houston.  I found out I wasn’t the only one scrambling for a full uniform.  They all wanted to make sure they looked sharp.  There was no AC in the ladder truck we took.  It had recently been returned from servicing for other problems, so I guess it wasn’t quite finished.  Riding with the window down helped, though.

We gathered with other vehicles from the south part of the state at the Almeda Mall staging area.  We pulled in behind the Bay City VFD ladder truck and joined the many others already there as we waited for the call to leave for Reliant Stadium.  I introduced myself to the Bay City folks and mentioned Hamilton’s Bakery (Chris’ grandparents used to own and operate it, and Chris worked many hours there growing up).  The old guy with them remembered going there all the time for their “great donuts.”  There were some news trucks there, and even a helicopter or two overhead.  The Patriot Guard (I think) even provided some motorcycle escorts for us.  At 5:50 a.m. we pulled out of the parking lot.  As we left a lady holding an American flag and a toy ambulance waved at us.  An old guy who might have been homeless stood at attention and saluted.  All the trucks ran with lights on but no sirens.  Not fast, but impressive.  We passed a few places with flags at half-mast. 

When we arrived at Reliant Stadium there were news trucks and helicopters everywhere, as well as people everywhere taking tons of pictures.  Flags lined the streets around the stadium.  We waited where we parked for some word of what to do next, but it was a long time coming.  The Texans left the stadium in practice gear to make way for us.  I recognized JJ Watts when he waved to us.  And it was hot.  And humid.  And the wind was very still.  And the smell of diesel was almost overpowering.  One of the guys walked down to a Subway and got us all a breakfast sandwich.  It was just what I for one needed.  Thanks, J.R.  We were but one in a host of ladder trucks, pumpers, rescue trucks, pickups, ambulances.  All wearing different uniforms but committed to the same purpose.

We finally located the fire fighters gathering for the procession into the stadium.  We ended up walking completely around the stadium in our search.  And we were not alone.  Wave after wave joined the procession.  We kept having to move further and further back so they could make rows of 8.  Many guys were in dress full uniforms with coat and all.  Did I mention that it was hot?  Stadium support people started passing out bottles of water and napkins to mop up sweat.  One group was jokingly auctioning off pieces of cardboard to use for fans.

Slowly, the procession began moving forward.  We were too far back to see the drum and bagpipe corps that took the lead, but there was a color guard not far in front of us, so we keyed on them and fell in step.  Some groups did not seem to be taking the whole thing very seriously.  They laughed and talked and left the line to take pictures.  It felt like the Olympics closing ceremonies when the athletes walk into the stadium waving and taking pictures of each other.  For the most part, though, the fire fighters remained solemn as marched the mile or so around Reliant Stadium to the entrance.  One stretch of the approach took us onto the feeder road of the 610 Loop.  Traffic was moving slowly.  Several cars honked in appreciation.  Others simply pulled to the side of the road and took pictures or made videos with cell phones of the massive march.  There was a jet flyover.  Don’t know if it was planned or not, but it sure felt like it.

People lined Kirby Street, waving, taking pictures or standing quietly.  I heard more than a few subdued cries of “thank you.”  Children were there, wide-eyed at the sight.  Fire fighters who had not joined in the march stood at attention.  Military service men saluted.  And as we approached the line of fire department vehicles I began to scribble the names of the many places represented, well over one hundred different departments and support organizations.  I feel compelled to list the names here, a roll call of sorts.  I personally saw vehicles from these places, or I saw the names on the arm patches of the people I marched with.  I included three from a recognition made from the podium.  I am certain there were more.

Aldine                                                Friendswood                        New Waverly VFD
Alvin                                                  Fulshear                                 Pasadena
Aransas Pass                                     Gallatin                                  Pearland
Atascocita                                          Galveston                              Pecan Grove
Austin                                                Galveston County                Pine Prairie VFD     
Bacliff                                                 Grapevine                             Ponderosa
Baton Rouge, LA                              Hardin                                   Porter
Baytown                                            Hempstead                           Richmond
Beaumont                                          Highlands                             Rockport
Brazoria County                               Huffman                                Rose Hill
Bryan                                                  Humble                                 Rosenberg
California                                          Huntsville                             San Antonio
Montreal,Canada                              Ingleside                                Santa Fe
Caney Creek                                     Ivanhoe                                  Seabrook
Celina                                                 Jersey Village                       Sheldon         
Champions                                        Kemah                                   Sour Lake
Cincinatti, OH                                  Killeen                                   Southeast VFD
Cleveland                                          Klein                                      South Houston
Clute                                                  Lake Conroe                         S. Montgomery County
College of the Mainland                 Lake Jackson                         Southside Place
Columbus                                         LaPorte                                  Spring
Coppell                                              League City                          Stafford
Copperas Cove                                 Liberty                                   Sugarland
Corpus Christi                                  Little York                             Sweeney
County Road VFD                           Llano County                        Texas City
Cove County                                     Lyondell                                Tomball
Crosby VFD                                      Manchaca                              Travis County
Cut – n – Shoot                                 Manvel                                   Valero Refinery
Cy Creek                                            Missouri City                        Waller
Cy Fair                                               Mont Belvieu                        Webster
Dallas                                                 Mount Pleasant                    West VFD
Dayton                                               Nashville, TN                       Westfield
Deer Park                                          Nassau Bay                           Westlake
Dickinson VFD                                 Needville VFD                     West University
Dow Chemical Oyster Creek         Needham                               Whitehall
Eastex                                                 New Mexico                          Willowfork
Forest Bend                                       New Orleans, LA                 Winnie-Stowell
Fort Bend                                           New York City                     Woodlands

The march itself was a sight to behold, but to actually be a part of it was more than humbling.  The one event that struck me emotionally, however, was not one that I heard mentioned anywhere else.  Perhaps it was significant only to me, and that’s OK.  As we walked past the lines of fire department vehicles, the fire fighters assigned to those vehicles stood at attention.  And then we passed the vehicle with the distinctive markings of … West, Texas.  And next to the vehicle stood two volunteer fire fighters at attention and in full salute.  Their department – their town – is not yet recovered from their own tragedy, yet there they were, honoring others.  They, perhaps more than any of us, understood. 

The procession proceeded on, under the ladder trucks flying the American flag, then under two more holding up a Texas flag, and finally into the arena, itself.  Half of the stadium had been appropriated for the service, with an enormous American flag providing the backdrop.  Two video screens made it possible to see close-ups of the speakers.  On the just in front of the speaker stand were rows of chairs.  The front few rows were reserved for family, but the remaining seats were filled with a sea of blue shirts, some of the Houston fire fighting force.  The rest of the Houston team was seated in the stands just behind them, a collection of some four thousand men and women who were also family to the four who had died.  As we made our way with the rest of the marchers into our seats, we located Chief Wisko, who had arrived later because of a meeting.  We found, or were found by, Paul Santucci from Galveston, who joined us and miraculously found a bagful of soft drinks.  Thanks, Paul. 

The ceremony began with a prayer by Cardinal DiNardo after a mass salute welcomed the families of the fire fighters as well as two of those who were injured.  One arrived in a wheelchair and the other in a hospital stretcher.  Word was that he insisted on being there even though he has not been released from the hospital.  The national anthem brought another mass salute.  The announcement of thanks for those fire fighters who were working stations so Houston guys could attend brought a round of applause.  The Brentwood Baptist Church choir and the Houston symphony provided musical interludes to the speeches.  Governor Rick Perry led off with a call to continue prayers for Captain Dowling who is still in critical condition.  Houston mayor Anise Parker spoke next, and did some eulogizing about each of the honorees.  I have to confess that at this point my early rising combined with the heat during the procession began to take its toll.  I dozed off.  My notepad hitting the floor woke me, though, and I managed to stay alert the rest of the time (at least until the ride home in that hot truck). 

Probably the most talked-about of the speeches came from Uncle Tony.  One of the things I have worked hard to develop over my years in ministry is the ability to extract something positive and unifying from every statement shared.  That ability was certainly tested when Uncle Tony spoke.  His message was long and convoluted, punctuated by several expressions of deep emotion.  It was difficult to follow him from one point to the next, but I think in the long run his message could be summed up this way.  To the fire fighters he shared that what they could do for their families was simply share a smile, a kiss, hugs, a text, an email, a phone call (Here’s where he added, “a laugh when we fart.”  A little comic relief.  Most folks missed it, though).  His point was that for the families left behind after such a tragedy, all they had left was the memories, so create some good ones.  Speaking as the father of a fire fighter myself, that, Uncle Tony, is some great advice. 

The next speech was from Robert Bebee’s step brother.  He reiterated Uncle Tony’s call for taking the time to connect with your loved ones.  His most powerful thought, though, came from the scripture he read out of the Book of Romans (5:1-5): Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5 And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Bobby Gardner’s sister was most eloquent in her presentation as she shared funny memories and stories, and spoke of the fire fighting community as a fraternity, a family.  Ann Sullivan’s mother was able to speak firmly as well, at least until she completed the text she read from, looked up, and said from the heart, “I’ll miss you my baby girl.” 
 
The Houston fire chief spoke words of thanks to everyone who had been so helpful to the families and the department.  His words of thanksgiving continued to include the four deceased firefighters for giving literally everything He indicated his assurance that they now stand in heaven ready for their next task, whatever that might be.  He had the honor of presenting American flags that had flown over the capitol to the families. 

Other speeches followed from the president of the Houston fire fighters union and the general secretary of the International Association of Fire Fighters.  Their speeches were preludes to presentation of the medal of honor to each family.  Next came words of remembrance from each of the stations who worked with the honorees.  The entire crowd stood to honor them as they all came to the stage.  Perhaps the most impactful thing they said was quite simple.  The question of promotions had come up and, cutting through all the necessary red tape, the spokesman announced, “They’ve already been promoted – by the Big Chief.  And He outranks everybody.”  Indeed.

The final bell is an old fire department tradition.  In Houston the call to attention was seven bells in succession, followed by one bell.  An honor guard member made that happen, both in the building and at another location that we saw by way of the video screen.  Then each individual fire fighter was recognized by a ring of the bell after his or her name was called.  The final farewell broadcast is another long-standing tradition.  A broadcast went out to every station in Houston thanking the fire fighters for their service and indicating that as the last call they will receive.

The somber mood continued as we could then hear the far-away sounds of drums.  The steady beating grew louder and louder as the drums and bagpipes approached the center of the gathering.  A single bagpiper played through Amazing Grace.  Then the entire group joined in and played it together.  And then the single piper played it yet again as he walked away from the group, the final tribute to the fallen heroes.

Again, I was honored to be included in such a moving send-off.  Our ride home was hot and we all dozed off and on (except our driver, of course).  There was one brief moment of excitement, though.  Somewhere near Baybrook Mall traffic slowed down considerably, not an unusual occurrence.  But this time there was a reason.  A small grass fire was blazing on one side of the road.  I wondered if we would stop to help, but another truck had already responded, and police officers were on the scene as well.  And just as we arrived back at the station, the active guys got a call to race off to another fire.  And so it ends … and begins.  Life for the fire fighters … goes on. 

Romans 5:1-8 says, “Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2 through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. 3 Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4 perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5 And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
6 You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. 7 Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. 8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Father, thank you for the lessons learned from the life and death of those four fire fighters.  Comfort their families as they deal with the individual funeral services yet to come.  Give strength to their fellow fire fighters as they continue every day to follow their calling.  Amen.

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