Chris
and I were at an estate sale. All the
items were quilting related. Notions and
material and kits of all kinds. Even one
of those computerized sewing machines ($800.
A real steal, I guess). Chris
didn’t see anything that she couldn’t live without, but she did get a little
ruler. Quilters have a tool for
everything. Gotta respect that.
Now
we had heard briefly that there was a possible shooting at the high school in
Santa Fe, and best I could determine, Galveston’s engine five had already been
dispatched to cover calls for their fire department. We decided to stop by and check on the fire
department’s true boss, Trish. She lives
in Santa Fe, and her son is the current chief of their volunteer
department. Her husband is the past
chief. They have some real ties to the
community. Trish had the TV on, keeping
up with what was happening. She told us
two of our chiefs had responded immediately on hearing the call. We had a prayer with her and left for
home.
Before
we were even half-way there I received a call from the assistant chief who was
on site of the shootings. The Galveston
County Fire Fighters’ Association Chaplain was asking if he could contact me
about helping out. We exchanged contact
info and I made the call. He was gathering as many chaplains as he could find
to be available for the first responders.
He gave me the meeting time and location, so I changed into my uniform
and headed out.
As I drove the truck away from the house I noticed that the gas gauge read less
than half a tank. That concerned me a
bit because the old truck is quite the gas guzzler. I knew this was a God-mission, though, so I
pressed on, figuring I could fill up later in the day. To make a long story short … by the time I arrived
at the meeting site the gauge read three quarters of a tank. And after all the running around I ended up
doing, when I pulled up at the house that gauge still read higher than it did
when I left. Thank for that, Lord.
The
chaplains meeting was to decide who would deploy where. Some were needed on site to simply be a
presence, walking around and connecting with the first responders and SWAT
teams just to let them know we were there for them. And to pray.
A second group was to go to the secondary site that had been established
as the Reunification Center. This was
where students had been taken and parents were told to go connect with
them. The issue, however, was that the
student was not always at the center.
That did not necessarily mean that their student was among the
victims. Many students ran into the
woods or escaped to nearby businesses or went home with friends. Many had left their cell phone behind, so
they had no way of contacting parents. The
subsequent confusion left many parents in a state of shock and dread and
downright horror as they feared the worst.
Chaplains were requested to be on hand to offer support for those
situations. One chaplain had already
received word that she was needed at a home where five students had gathered
and were pretty distraught. The situation
sounded as chaotic as it apparently looked from the outside.
As
a quick aside, as the guy who needed to meet with the chaplains was driving to
the site, trying to figure out where we could meet – under a tree? On a picnic table? He passed a little Methodist Church, and on a
whim decided to stop in and ask if we could have our meeting there. They were quite gracious, and assured him we
could meet in their fellowship building.
By the time we finished our meeting, they had activated their missions
team. The room began filling up with
water and snacks and volunteers. We were
told that it was all for us, to use as we saw fit. We were stunned to say the least, and thanked
them profusely. That added a whole new
perspective to our talks, as we now could also offer physical assistance to
first responders and victims. In fact,
before I got home I saw where the FBI had set up shop in that church as well,
turning it into a full blown victims assistance center.
I
was assigned to go to the site, itself.
It was not easy to get there, either.
The roads all around the school had been shut down, of course. We had to pass through several road blocks,
and if my cohort had not been in a department vehicle with lights flashing, I would
never have gotten through. Once through
the road block we had to weave our way
through literally hundreds of police vehicles stopped all over the road as the
officers responded to the initial call, got as close as they could, then jumped
out to run the rest of the way. We
parked and made our way to the command vehicle of my partner’s fire
station. They were in the process of
trying to get food distributed to the hundreds of first responders, so he let
them use his vehicle and we started our individual rounds. I located the Santa Fe Volunteer fire
department crew. They had been on site
all day, but as I approached and several of them recognized me, they offered me
food and water, encouraging me as I was arriving to encourage them. From there I walked over to the SWAT
truck. It was more like a tank. No, bigger than a tank. And there were SWAT guys everywhere. And that doesn’t include the three SWAT teams
of at least fifty each that were apparently engaged in debriefings. Police detectives and crime scene investigators
were already beginning their work inside the building. The medical personnel and LifeFlight helicopters
were gone, having delivered the victims to their appropriate places. The community had already responded with
loads of water and pizza and hot meals.
Last night a prayer vigil was held at a local bank building. At least three Critical Incident Stress
Management teams have been notified and put on alert for meetings in the days
to come.
As
I was making my way around the area, primarily praying about the sheer
massiveness of it all, when my phone rang.
It was another of our assistant chiefs asking if I was aware of the situation. He told me about our two chiefs who responded
and suggested that I check on them. One
lives in Santa Fe, so he was going to stay as close to the scene as he could
for the duration. I’ll try to touch base
with him later. The other has a son who
attends the school, so I was particularly concerned for him. I touched base with my partner, called in to
the chaplain who first gathered us together, and left for Galveston.
The
scene was just as eerie as I weaved my way out.
The one that I remember most vividly for some reason was the lady
television reporter who was standing next to all the equipment, holding her
microphone at her waist, and staring blankly in the direction of the school. No frantic activity that I knew would come
when she was called on to go on camera. No
movement at all, in fact. Just a quiet, helpless,
stoic stare. I think I’ll remember that
one.
The
chief was doing fine. He was processing
what he had gone through and was pretty much ready to dive back into the fray
as he was needed. I prayed with him and
his wife as well. I guess that’s what
the community needs the most of right now … prayer. The shooter is in custody. Feelings will be raw for a long time. Sadness, anger, guilt, frustration,
helplessness will all be exhibited in the days and weeks to come. Pray for healing. Pray for comfort. Pray for peace.
Psalms
63:2-4 says, “I have seen you in the
sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. Because your love is better than life, my lips
will glorify you. I will praise you as
long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands.”
Father,
would you watch over the first responders who will be involved in the community
for a long time. Bring physical healing to
the ones who were wounded. Give wisdom
and compassion to their doctors and medical caregivers. Walk with the families of the victims through
the gut-wrenching days ahead. Touch the students
who will be involved in graduation ceremonies next week, as well as those who
will be attending the school again next year.
And touch the heart of the young man who was the shooter. Walk with him and his family as well as he
faces the consequences for his choices.
In Jesus’ name. Amen.